Current of love

There’s a lot I don’t know.

I don’t always know the best way to approach each situation.

The answers to all of your questions.

Or how on earth to let go of what we have now.

Perhaps I’ll never know.

But there’s more that I’m learning.

Every single day we are learning together,

With every single breath we are learning each other.

Our likes and dislikes.⠀

Our strengths and weaknesses.

The details we save just for each other.

We are in a current of love.⠀

It’s constantly changing, but moving in the right direction.

I know this much for certain.

And I look at us sometimes.

As we move through our days.

In the reflection, or photos when I get the chance.

You hanging off me, clinging to me, with all of my tired.

It’s all so beautifully simple.

But it’s not.

And I think, how can it get any better than this?

This is what I never knew I needed.

But also, how can I make this easier?

This is the most of everything I’ve ever been.

And it takes everything I don’t have some days.⠀

But the answers don’t come.⠀

Perhaps they never will.

But what I do know is that you are everything to me.

What we have is worth all the questions, doubts and unanswered.⠀

And one day when I have more time to make sense of everything, maybe I’ll figure out that not always knowing was the answer.

Because that was how we kept learning and growing.

That was where we found the answers in each other.